人生真是苦。。

他，不算浪子。但，他回头了。。怎样？跟他，真的有好结果吗？我们的未来会好吗？真的会有未来吗？我不想让自己捱苦。不想自己的生活还惨过跟那个他！！我要比他们过得更好！！

moody day...

today, 20 may. tot that can go out to watch movie with jason. end up, tak jadi. today, i was resign dy. they are semakin over. over and over. at first, talk cock to me. end up, ask me to work as site qs. soli lah!! i rather resign. u sendiri hire others.. maybe they work better than me. i tak boleh tahan liao la! the site is so damn fucking far. and so ulu. fuck u lol! liar! wat a stupid company! i was deal with si tao po! using working hr to drive to the site. i should go home at 5pm everyday! but, i went home so damn fucking late! also work for 8 hours for u!!!!!!!! sometimes more than tat! diao!!!!! i damn damn damn fucking unhappy with ur arrangement~! stupid company. stupid boss. always bring back those ahlibaba project! diao.. after calculate the amount, then rugi one.. sure, cant take the project lah! u got brain or not one?? ha??????

又吵架了

前天晚上，为了我的相机，跟他吵架了。我决不让步！我一定要换掉我的相机！结果，他气得睡不着。。所以昨天，不知我说了什么，他就语气不好的叫我自己去做工。我，当然不爽！之后，我就打包，打算离家出走。他看到我打包，就问我干嘛。我就说，反正你没了我，一样开心的过活。当我开车之前，还问了他，是否真的不出门，他直接下来，问我到底想怎样。我就不理他，直接开车走人。他是很不爽地从楼上下来的。就好象要打人一样。
唉。。之后在电话上吵了大架。还提起了她。。。我自己心里过不了那一关。。他比谁都知道，为什么我买新电脑，为什么我要换相机。我一定要换！决不让步！