went to seremban for two nites.. hid myself in the house, didnt go out for lunch/dinner/yumcha. watched TV, eat, sleep for 2 days in seremban.. feel like my life is so meaningless.. didnt start my chapter 5 during my very free time in seremban.. haiz.. sien arh sien arh...
on the way back from seremban just now.. he tot tat i was angry.. actually, i wasnt angry.. i just kept silence.. haiz.. rainy nite, on highway, with those old songs.. tats scenario recall back all my memories.. haiz.. wth!!! was dreaming about tat guy on friday's nite.. haiz.... why was i dreaming about him after met up with ahlai and ahzhen? owh my god...
J left me alone at home in seremban.. and i was just let him go.. 2 whole days.. staying at home without him... a bit sien also.. his sis is going to korea.. so good.. xuelin is going to beijing.. so good.. me??? only went to langkawi with him last month.. and this isnt satisfy me.. owh no!!!! how how how??
