1st day..

my very first day of working at my 2nd company in my life! AGAIN! fatty boss was trying to mumbling me about the working stuff... i told him, u told me before dy.. i still remember about it.. then, he said, i just want to remind u.. haha!~ my fatty boss is still funny! haiz..

today, jason fetched me to work.. then, he went back to his office which located in tropicana.. damn jam! i saw tat! along the journey to my office! owh my god.. wont ask him to fetch anymore.. i received a call from him!! i tot he wanted to ask me how was my day! who knows... he was just want to drive me the car and he goes to "an sun" with his boss!!! they depart at 4pm!! reached there around 6.30pm!!! can i trust him??? arhhh!!! i have no idea at all!~ i doubt that!!!! owh no....

i hate myself to feel that! i hate myself to think in that way! OWH MY GOD!!!! please help me... haiz................................................

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After chatting with LY, i realized that i didnt update my blog for so so so long time dy... tmr will be my first day of working at insan pertiwi AGAIN.. a bit nervous.. dunno how to describe my feeling by words.. i'm worry tat fatty boss wont satisfy with my performance.. i wish tat he can praise me as before.. but, i'm sick now!!! i wonder how to concentrate on my work tmr.. haiz... sien ar!!

i want to buy iphone.. but, when i walk in a shopping mall, i can see that everybody are using it!! so, i dun really want iphone dy.. maybe nokia n8? or HTC HD 7?? X10??? haiz.. hard to choose one of them! almost quarrel with him again.. he always disagree tat i want to buy an iphone.. sien, rite?? i really hate him! when he "chasing" tat time, bought this and that to me.. now??? i cant even get a bear bear from him!!!!! somemore, he flirt with another girl when i wasnt here last year!!!!

its about a year dy.. hopefully those people who hurt are feeling good now and having happier life there! i really doubt tat is he really a right man for me? is he my mr.right??? haiz...

was just date ahhwa and shy out for attending ahzhen's function... at empire hotel this friday... he launching his new alcohol there! hehe~! i just wish tat i can relax with my friends...

i work, cooking dinner, washing his clothes, and do all the things for him... wat i got in return?? people said tat LOVE shouldnt ask for return.. but, in my point of view, he luv me more than i luv him at the beginning.. but now??? he is like doesnt really care about my feeling after he got me!!!! wth!!!!

anyway, i'm really sien of this kind of auntie life!!! i want to be young!!!!! owh no.. its almost 1am dy.. got to sleep.. haiz.. sien sien sien.. why time always pass to fast one?????

am i deserved to have this???

this is not wat i want.. really not satisfy with my current situation.. i hate this!!! feel like want to run away from here...