31082011

Hey, happy birthday!! I can't believe that u still remember me.. Thanks..

Why?

You are useless! Not responsible to ur life! Nvr work harder! Nvr improve! How to be with this kind of guy?! I feel damn unhappy!! No cinema, no shoppin mall, no traveling in ur life!! No life!!! It's so meaningless!!!

Its unacceptable! U always luv to come out with plenty of reasons! To cover your guilt! I hate ur lifestyle!

Random

I dun dare to let u know tat I m actually always feel self contemptuous! I m not confident! I hate myself!!

Last day in bangkok

It's last day in Bangkok.. Was so crazy bout the sales here.. I wanna buy A polo shirt from zara but it's super long queue at cashier there. Wth! Esprit got sales, everything also sales lol! Muz cone again next time.. Come without any luggage. Buy here!! Haiz...
Anyway, I feel great of shopping in bkk!

17.7.2011

I was juz pissed off by someone. Damn angry! Why can't I friend finder him? He is unhappy of tat? If yes, I will still insist to do so! If u can't accept tat, breakup lah! If u do nothing wrong, wat u scared of?! Wat the fuck!!! Have u ever listen fr a sentence which is '有第一次就会有第二次'? I juz dun wanna to be hurt for second time by a same guy!!! Dun u understand????

bored + angry day!

相信吗？昨天是星期天，我却整天都呆在家里。弟弟懒惰的个性，造成我与他之间的争吵。我好累。唉。。 有时看到KY的面子书，倒是觉得她很幸福。过着我很向往的生活。

当两个人的个性都一样粗暴，同时喜欢的事都不一样，处事方法也不一样的时候，该怎么办？真的不能再一起生活下去了吗？为什么人往往都不能跟着自己所向往的生活及要求走下去？？

弟弟真的让我很失望。我教导不了他。。放纵他又怕他学坏。唉。。

真的无法相信，昨天的我， 因为过于生气而忘了手上拿着玻璃碟，就这样把它给狠狠地摔了下去。还把一小盆的水，整盆也一样狠狠地摔了下去。当时的我，EQ IQ 都是零！我的妈呀！！我也真的是无法相信。。这一切所发生的事。。

就这样，我让’他‘ 失望了。。

missing u...

suddenly.. the pictures of your face flashing in my mind.. i wish i can touch ur face, talk to you, hugging u...

you will be the one staying deep inside my heart.. even though... you and i.. have our own life..

thank you for letting me to feel the true love.. thank you for letting me learn to protect myself.. thank you for giving me such a lesson..

you will nvr know.. how hurt were i.. u will nvr know the feeling i had before.. i really hate u... this is the opposite feeling of love...

there is nomore love.. but hatred... u wont know.. u wont care.. i'm the stupid one... always been there for u..

but now, i really bury u deep inside my heart... I REALLY HATE U!!!!

梦境

我的人是向前走的. 可是,我的梦境却还停留在那里! 为什么?? 最近所作的梦.. 让我睡不好.. 好累哦！

2011

new year, 2011.. there are so many wishes i have.. i just hope tat my life can be better and better.. haiz.. mummy called today.. asked me to buy ticket to go back and help at shop on 30 dec 2011 to 5 january 2012.. owh my god.. its matter about after a year.. my god...

met eric lien, ahhao, joyce today.. dinner at zuyu restaurant.. not bad.. i luv the food! but expensive.. once a while, ok la.. haha.. didnt see them for a quite long time.. i wish to have more time to gather with them.. chit chatting..

haiz... friends, i miss u guys... miss my sarawak friends too... i wish that... jason treat me nicer and wont kek me anymore.. will we go through all these paths? sometimes i felt tired.. and felt like wanna run away.. haiz..

i want shopping!!!!!