hi, this is my first story on my first page of blog.. first time to use this.. i'm too sad liao.. no way to release my feeling..
still remember vividly, i know him since july 2008. we used to be together to go for pool, yamcha, dinner, watch movies.. he called me everynite.. for few hours! sometimes, we talked until 5.30am! then, i got to wake up on next day and work.. he called me during lunch hour, dinner time.. "chasing" me.. treat me very nice..
when gillian came back, she told me tat jason is a good guy.. so, i accepted him.. from the beginning, i knew that he is good, at least he treat me very very good. b4 i went to HK 2008, he bought me coats, gave me money.. when i had problems, he accompanied me.. why? because he said he love me..
all the while, i treat him bad.. the way i love him is wrong.. i always "kek" him... i actually wanted him to be aware why i kek him.. i wanted him to getting better and better.. but, end up, he cant stand for this kind of "talking style" already..
when i was in sarawak, he met a girl.. by mid of sept.. they started dating.. he brought her back to the places we stayed together...
how sad am i? he did a lot for me to make me love him, and now, he did this to make me sad.. coz of her, he wants to dump me.. although tat girl walk out, and let us be together, but he choose to by alone..
i told him, i will change my style.. for him... haiz... i'm really sad.. sad until cried everyday.. when i knew tat he got no place to stay, i let him to stay with me.. although his heart is not with me.. end up, this is my return.. i'm really sad.. very very sad.. hope tat there is an accident to me, and i got memory lost... haiz....
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