happy memories?

chit chat with xuelin for few minutes.. told her about my feeling recently.. then, she asked me to write more good memories that i have with him.. but, is it really can help me to feel better? honestly, he treat me better and better dy.. nowadays, he just accept and listen wat i said and talked to him.. watever i want to do, he also did it for me.. is it a good sign? haiz.. sien lol.. normally, young girl should have happy life.. but me? haiz.. someone called me at nite.. the nite b4 last nite.. we talked peacefully.. for about 1 hr.. if he is not belong to another one, sure i accept him.. but, i cant..