a very boring saturday

today is saturday. bored. nothing to do. i woke up at 11.40am this morning! feel sick... flu.. haiz.. sien lol!~ very headache about the house we rent in tropicana. the owner we met is so stupid and rude one! i'm so tired.. tired to think about it dy! since someone is make me upset. watever he promise me, at the end = zero! wat he did are all totally different with wat he promised! i damn damn sien!~ besides that, i feel tat i'm so so so useless! i'm poor, cant help him in financial. i'm so stupid, cant help him in solving problems. somehow, i still think too much and think about tat girl.. and never help him much in life. i hate myself.. why am i so ugly? why am i so fat? why? why?? why??? WHY????? i'm totally dissatisfy about myself! arhhhh!!~ geram!!!! gerrrrr....!!!!!